Activating Back Life

Long time ago, I could call myself a super active younglady..Now, I feel like I miss the moment when mylife is full of strength and attractive altitude.. Being so inactive, make me look shabby and chubby, I guess..lol  ;')

...But not anymore, I will activated back my life.. do WAIT for MY COME BACK guys!! ehehehe...

Confide in Me

"I have a secret, but my secret is killing me softly. To easy my feel, I would like to share it with someone else but I never found a person that really make me confide with.."

Well, maybe some of us do ever feel the same situation as above. Its actually a common situation... Me myself, do feel this kind of situation long time ago. I have a secret, but I have bury it alive in a secret place that no one ever found it except me and the person that I really confide with... He is the only men I trusted with my wholehearted... ((^_^))

I dont know how can I trust him so much, but its really happen. When I asked him, "What did you do with my heart?" then..guess what? His answer is, "Well, I have done nothing. I just be honest with you.." hehehe.. just a simple answer... but I do believe that Honesty is the KEY of Trusting someone. I confide with Him because He is so sincerely with me. He touch my heart so deep until I feel like MyLife is Secure in His arms. I do not afraid to reveal all my secret with Him coz I know He will keep it as His secret too... (am I guess it right..??)..I am....(*_*)

Hmm...I always wish people that who knows me will also confide with myself. NOT to keep a secret for them, but for them to share anything about "life" with me. I mean, their can trust me and be free with me. Their can talk anything with me... share their thought... their problem... their opinion... their sadness... and their happiness too...hehehe... But dudes, this only can be happen if their Trust me..and to make others trust you is a hard thing to do.

The only thing I know that I must do is to be Honest with Myself... to be Real Me..!! I must take off the MASK that cover my Ugly Face and let the world see who am I. And I dont care what people might say, or if their judge me.. I just wanna be Pure Me :) the ME-in and out.. hehe... and I hope through my HonestY, may people learn how to Confide with Me...

But.. well.. mm..this is only a worldly opinion or view.  In our Own Spirit, we must realize that GOD is the only Person on earth that we MUST CONFIDE with... HE is the ONE and the Living Spirit  that knows all the Secret of our Soul. Nothing we can hide from Him. HE is THE PERSON  that we can Trust and MUST TRUST...and I do trust in Him with MyLife... 

...((^_^))....until then...

Fly like a Bird..???

What do you feel if you can fly like a bird?..Maybe you will feel fun, happy, lighter and definitely feel free with no one controlled your life.You can fly wherever you like, to the mountain..maybe feel the air from the sea..or maybe enjoying the breath of the valley...and wow..dude, its was a wonderful experience that we never thought..

Hmm...but talking about feel free like a bird in scope of relationship, well for me its not really necessary. NOT when you have a responsibility for your beloving partner. To be in a relationship mean you are agreed to be "hooked" by your partner, but..sure in a loving way (hehehe..). And in whatever situation that might comes in front, there must be him/her that always following us. We must admit that in everything we do or in any decision that we have to make, we must let he/she knows. In my thought, this is how we suppose to act if we commit in any relationship. But, hey..this is just my opinion.. (*_^).
So, what is all about flying like a bird..?? Dude, lets us think wise an example of a real bird. If we have a bird, and we decided to let it fly away, a bird definitely fly as far as its wings can take itself away. Any bird that able to fly, will never return back. The bird surely flap its wings as hard as possible, turn circle in the sky, feeling the breeze of the air..then finally, you will never see the bird again. Thats exactly what happened if we let a bird to fly away.
Mm...what I really mean from this example is, sometimes when we decide to let our partner to "fly free" like this bird,  he/she will maybe one day forget how to fly home...(huhuhu..). Excitement when wind is blow, and no one following around surely will make he/she really fly away and forget all the responsibility that "hooked" he/she around before that. Can you imagine that, dude? You let your partner fly free, then suddenly he/she never return home again. Leaving you all alone and abandon your life..huhuhu... Its so SAD (T_T).
So for me.. hmm..I really like if my partner a bit control of me and do not let me fly so free...but, hehe..dude, I dont wanna stay in a cage too. I like if he hold me thight, in his warm love and just let me fly around him..hehehe.. This dosent mean I am a BAD bird, that will never come home if he release me but... I just like if he really show his love to me and never let me go away from his sight...kekeke..
Mm do you all get what I really mean is..? Actually, its simple as "I Like to get Hooked by the Love.." or maybe "I Like to Fly Free in a Cage of Love"... and for me its all worthy if we really know what LOVE is all about.
Well, that is all I mean about flying like a bird...until then....

Be Wise to Make a Decision

Everybody have a problem and everybody need to make a decision. Saying about making a decision, for me its depend on how important the impact of the decision that i made, for my future. Its hard to make a decision but it might become easy if we know what is good and what is shabby for each choice that comes in front of us.

When talking about making a decision some weakness person might ended his/her life by jumping from building, drinking poison, cutting hand artery, do this and that to suicide. This person who commit suicide maybe think that suicide is the best choice to solve his/her problem. But the truth is, he/she only ended his/her physical problem.. but then, commit his/her SOUL into a new 'problem'...an endless suffering... Is it worthy, dude?..I don't think so...

Dude, actually when we have so much to think and so much problem to settle and we think that we are all alone...well, is actually NOT TRUE!! A great uncle of mine said that, "all great man and women strive for themselves with the support of close associates. Nobody is an island.." Yup..i do agree with him. Nobody of us is just pop out suddenly from the sea..like the island. We must have mama and papa or Daddy and Mummy. But in case of parents gone, we do have relatives, friend and GOD that never leave us behind. HE is the person that loves us, more than we ever think...

So, when we facing a real problem..we must think WISE before making any decision. Compare the good and the bad of any choice that comes, and commit to GOD the things that we want to decide. After choosing the best decision, set our mind..NO Double Minded and Don't Waver.

This is how i Make a Decision of MyLife....until then..

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